I
"You might at least show some distaste for the task, Paula," said Mrs. Von Stoltz, in her querulous invalid voice, to her daughter who stood before the glass bestowing a few final touches of embellishment upon an otherwise plain toilet.
"And to what purpose, Mutterchen? The task is not entirely to my liking, I’ll admit; but there can be no question as to its results, which you even must concede are gratifying."
"Well, it’s not the career your poor father had in view for you. How often he has told me when I complained that you were kept too closely at work, ’I want that Paula shall be at the head,’" with appealing look through the window and up into the gray, November sky into that far "somewhere," which might be the abode of her departed husband.
"It isn’t a career at all, mama; it’s only a make-shift," answered the girl, noting the happy effect of an amber pin that she had thrust through the coils of her lustrous yellow hair. "The pot must be kept boiling at all hazards, pending the appearance of that hoped for career. And you forget that an occasion like this gives me the very opportunities I want."
"I can’t see the advantages of bringing your talent down to such banal servitude. Who are those people, anyway?"
The mother’s question ended in a cough which shook her into speechless exhaustion.
"Ah! I have let you sit too long by the window, mother," said Paula, hastening to wheel the invalid’s chair nearer the grate fire that was throwing genial light and warmth into the room, turning its plainness to beauty as by a touch of enchantment. "By the way," she added, having arranged her mother as comfortably as might be, "I haven’t yet qualified for that ’banal servitude,’ as you call it." And approaching the piano which stood in a distant alcove of the room, she took up a roll of music that lay curled up on the instrument, straightened it out before her. Then, seeming to remember the question which her mother had asked, turned on the stool to answer it. "Don’t you know? The Brainards, very swell people, and awfully rich. The daughter is that girl whom I once told you about, having gone to the Conservatory to cultivate her voice and old Engfelder told her in his brusque way to go back home, that his system was not equal to overcoming impossibilities."
"Oh, those people."
"Yes; this little party is given in honor of the son’s return from Yale or Harvard, or some place or other." And turning to the piano she softly ran over the dances, whilst the mother gazed into the fire with unresigned sadness, which the bright music seemed to deepen.
"Well, there’ll be no trouble about2that" 4 said Paula, with comfortable assurance, having ended the last waltz. "There’s nothing here to tempt me into flights of originality; there’ll be no difficulty in keeping to the hand-organ effect."
"Don’t leave me with those dreadful impressions, Paula; my poor nerves are on edge."
"You are too hard on the dances, mamma. There are certain strains here and there that I thought not bad."
"It’s your youth that finds it so; I have outlived such illusions."
"What an inconsistent little mother it is!" the girl exclaimed, laughing. "You told me only yesterday it was my youth that was so impatient with the commonplace happenings of everyday life. That age, needing to seek its delights, finds them often in unsuspected places, wasn’t that it?"
"Don’t chatter, Paula; some music, some music!"
"What shall it be?" asked Paula, touching a succession of harmonious chords. "It must be short."
"The ’Berceuse,’ then; Chopin’s. But soft, soft and a little slowly as your dear father used to play it."
Mrs. Von Stoltz leaned her head back amongst the cushions, and with eyes closed, drank in the wonderful strains that came like an ethereal voice out of the past, lulling her spirit into the quiet of sweet memories.
When the last soft notes had melted into silence, Paula approached her mother and looking into the pale face saw that tears stood beneath the closed eyelids. "Ah! mamma, I have made you unhappy," she cried, in distress.
"No, my child; you have given me a joy that you don’t dream of. I have no more pain. Your music has done for me what Faranelli’s singing did for poor King Philip of Spain; it has cured me."
There was a glow of pleasure on the warm face and the eyes with almost the brightness of health. "Whilst I listened to you, Paula, my soul went out from me and lived again through an evening long ago. We were in our pretty room at Leipsic. The soft air and the moonlight came through the open-curtained window, making a quivering fretwork along the gleaming waxed floor. You lay in my arms and I felt again the pressure of your warm, plump little body against me. Your father was at the piano playing the ’Berceuse,’ and all at once you drew my head down and whispered, ’Ist es nicht wonderschen, mama?’ When it ended, you were sleeping and your father took you from my arms and laid you gently in bed."
Paula knelt beside her mother, holding the frail hands which she kissed tenderly.
"Now you must go, liebchen. Ring for Berta, she will do all that is needed. I feel very strong to-night. But do not come back too late."
"I shall be home as early as possible; likely in the last car, I couldn’t stay longer or I should have to walk. You know the house in case there should be need to send for me?"
"Yes, yes; but there will be no need."
Paula kissed her mother lovingly and went out into the drear November night with the roll of dances under her arm.